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Remus wasn't drunk, but he would have liked to have been. His house wasn't the spacious luxury abode that Sirius' was, but whoever had built it had done so very carefully. The breeze moved through it wonderfully, and the floors were always cool and smooth, despite grooves left from what he knew were the claws of a large canine. Possibly more than one. It was like a charming tropical version of the shack, in that way, which he probably should have found more off putting.
What little furniture he'd bothered acquiring subsisted of a bed and some chairs and a low bench with thick woven palm fronds in place of hard seats. He hadn't bothered for a coffee table. Single lamp on, casting a warm orange glow over the hut's primary room, Remus sat with one knee drawn up and his back against the sofa's front, turning the pages of a book he wasn't really reading and drinking a beer he'd pilfered from the Winchester. It wasn't cold any longer, but beggars couldn't, he had frequently been told, be choosers.
It ought to have sunk in by now, he figured, but some lessons were harder to take to heart than others.
What little furniture he'd bothered acquiring subsisted of a bed and some chairs and a low bench with thick woven palm fronds in place of hard seats. He hadn't bothered for a coffee table. Single lamp on, casting a warm orange glow over the hut's primary room, Remus sat with one knee drawn up and his back against the sofa's front, turning the pages of a book he wasn't really reading and drinking a beer he'd pilfered from the Winchester. It wasn't cold any longer, but beggars couldn't, he had frequently been told, be choosers.
It ought to have sunk in by now, he figured, but some lessons were harder to take to heart than others.
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Date: 2012-07-03 03:31 am (UTC)He hasn't spoken to Harry yet. He isn't certain he can, even if he felt it was welcomed.
Leaving is still an option. If Remus heard the soft scrape of his bare feet over the sounds of the jungle settling in for the night, he's not given any sign of it. Sirius could turn around right now and save them both what he's certain will be a world of grief.
But his hand lifts and raps on the door anyway.
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Date: 2012-07-03 03:36 am (UTC)He only sat for a few seconds more before he used the couch to leverage himself up to his feet and padded to the door, opening it to find Sirius looking, at least, cleaner and more sober than he had when Remus had last seen him.
It wouldn't have been outside the realm of reasonable for him to close the door again right off, but instead he pulled it open the rest of the way and stood back, holding it open with his shoulder blades and letting out a quiet, terse sigh.
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Date: 2012-07-04 01:48 am (UTC)"I'll go," he says instead, and turns, hands already sliding over his pockets to locate a cigarette.
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Date: 2012-07-04 01:57 am (UTC)"Please," he added more quietly, watching Sirius closely, frowning faintly at Sirius' readiness to bolt. That had always been more Remus' habit than any of the others'.
"Come in."
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Date: 2012-07-04 02:56 am (UTC)So he gives in, the quiet tenor of Remus' voice drawing him back like a lead. He stops the erratic searching of his fingers and slips inside without a word.
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Date: 2012-07-04 03:01 am (UTC)"I'd offer you something, but I haven't much." Just like it had always been, really.
"Water," he said, after a moment's thought and a slight shrug, "semi warm beer."
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Date: 2012-07-04 04:28 am (UTC)"Sirius-" Remus' eyes darted from the place Sirius' fingertips had disappeared under the long and half unraveled hem of his thin t-shirt up to Sirius' mouth for a moment, before he managed to meet his gaze. He wasn't entirely sure what he saw there. He wished everything was clearer.
"Is this what you want?" he asked quietly. There was no judgement in the question- he didn't think he necessarily had it in himself to turn Sirius down, anyway, if he even wanted to- but they'd gone so far without falling into the old traps and habits of their relationship. It didn't mean he didn't want them back, sometimes, and fiercely, but it was as unnerving as it was tempting to contemplate giving in.
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Date: 2012-07-09 01:53 am (UTC)"When have I ever done anything but what I want?" he asks in a low, velvet rumble, gray eyes dropped to fix on Remus' mouth. He sways in but drags his lips up Remus' jaw instead, and presses his mouth against the shell of his ear.
"I'm going to fuck the shit out of you," Sirius murmurs, and slides his hand down into the sparse hair beneath Remus' waistband.
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Date: 2012-07-09 06:52 am (UTC)But he would take it.
Remus rocked toward him, spine bowing so he could press into the pressure of Sirius' hand as he shivered, head tilting toward the hot breath in his ear. His hands caught at the back of Sirius' hips and he slipped tapered, calloused fingertips up under his shirt to the warm skin and too-prominent bones of his back.
It felt so good that he could actually ignore all the memories of waking alone in bed, having hoped every time it would be the morning he wouldn't. He only turned his head enough to nose at the curve of Sirius' ear, a sound slipping from his throat soft enough to be nothing more than breath.
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Date: 2012-07-09 02:15 pm (UTC)Eager fingers make quick work of Remus' trousers, slide inside and take him in hand like they're entitled, giving him one slow pull before drawing away to work fabric down skinny hips. Remus hates this part, Sirius knows, and would have the lights out every time despite that Sirius has, since age sixteen, anointed nearly every scar on that battered body with roaming tongue and fingertips and not been deterred yet. Seeing Remus stripped down and breathless is practically a need now, though, and there's no chance to balk before Sirius is tugging up on the thin cotton of Remus' t-shirt and silencing any potential protests with the insistent press of his mouth.
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Date: 2012-07-09 04:44 pm (UTC)But, God help him, Sirius Black was kissing him, and all of his protests caught in his chest along with his breath and stayed there. He was still for a moment as the taste and the fit of Sirius' mouth against him registered, a wave of nostalgia and immediate, desperate want that slammed into him, and then his hands were at the back of Sirius' neck, gripping his hair, cupping the corner of his jaw, pulling him closer and kissing him back.
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Date: 2012-07-10 10:16 am (UTC)Hands clasped against Remus' bare arse and mouth still occupied, he walks them toward the bedroom door, feet catching on discarded clothing as they go. He's barefoot but still in his blue jeans, and when they reach the threshold he lets Remus go, inertia stumbling the smaller man back a step as Sirius unbuckles and unzips, and shimmies the faded fabric to the floor.
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Date: 2012-07-12 11:11 pm (UTC)Remus bit back a groan, hands flattening over Sirius' waist and sliding down his thighs, and was turning his head to drag his lips where instinct, habit, and a genuine if long dormant hunger demanded when it hit. This wasn't an extended hallucination, it wasn't a dream. Sirius Black was warm and against him and innocent, if only in one way. The only way that mattered. And Remus had missed him, terribly, missed this, more than he had allowed himself to acknowledge. His hands went to the small of Sirius' back and he pressed his face against his stomach, shakily breathing in the moment.
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Date: 2012-07-14 03:49 am (UTC)"Look at me," he gently prompts, although he can't quite help the subtle, constant rock of his hips.
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Date: 2012-07-16 11:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-18 10:40 pm (UTC)"And you think too much," he adds, slipping nicotine-stained fingers from Remus' hair to trace the curve from cheek to chin. "I've fucking missed you. Let that be enough."
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Date: 2012-07-18 11:16 pm (UTC)He looked up again, needing to see the want on Sirius' face as much as hear the words. For the first time in a while, he didn't second guess them.
"Want you so fucking much," he murmured, almost rasped, flattening his free hand over Sirius' stomach and leaving it still as the other moved, almost experimentally. He tilted his head down, pressing his lips to the head of Sirius' cock, parting them to smooth the flat of his tongue over the tip. It had been years. Not just since Sirius. Since anyone, and those others he would just as soon have forgotten. With a soft, guttural sound of real need, he took Sirius into his mouth.
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Date: 2012-07-19 12:43 am (UTC)Eyes gone dark and glassy, he finally tips his head forward again, peering down the long, pale length of his torso to watch, and remembers himself enough to uncurl his fingers a bit. There's always been something particularly obscene about Remus like this, precious prefect Lupin with his prim facade stripped away and sucking cock like a master, and Sirius is transfixed.
"Look at me," he murmurs again as his hips sway gently forward.
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Date: 2012-07-19 01:23 am (UTC)After a moment of adjusting, of remembering the thousands of times he'd made Sirius make just that noise by sucking just so with the slit of Sirius's cock grazing the roof of his mouth, he looked up. There was a moment where Sirius' face was obscured by the shadow of Remus' own lashes, and then it was gone, hazel eyes clear and locked on grey, and Remus slowly bobbed his head, lips tight, cheeks hollowing out.
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Date: 2012-07-19 06:16 pm (UTC)"On the bed," he breathlessly says, sure now that he'll come if this keeps on and suddenly feverish with the need to be inside Remus as soon as possible.
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Date: 2012-07-19 06:31 pm (UTC)He pushed himself back onto the well-made, if thin, mattress, breaths already coming faster, reaching for Sirius to pull him down. He'd gone five years without kissing the man, and now after only a few minutes he couldn't bear the lack.
"Sirius," he murmured, "please-"
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Date: 2012-07-19 06:47 pm (UTC)When he breaks for breath, Sirius draws away, lips dragging over chin and down the column of Remus' neck, licking into the hollow of his collar bone. His hands don't stop moving, sliding palm and fingers from thigh to shoulder, down Remus' arms and across the sparse hair over his stomach. Remembering.
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